Tuesday, September 27, 2005
I think all this revising is really bad for me. I am breaking out. IN PIMPLES! But not the ugly pus-filled ones lah thank God Almighty for that, just small ones.
What the heck! I'd rather be checked into a depression clinic than to suffer this sort of fate.
The school is making me hate myself. I have this nagging suspicion that all the revision I'm doing is useless. I am going to fail probably 6 subjects this time, then perhaps I will check myself in a depression clinic. But I still doggedly continue... and break out even more. So I will grow ugly and stupid. Sheesh.
I don't know.
I am having an unstable state of mind.
And I know it's causing concern in someone. But then again, that's questionable also. He seems so self-absorbed. No, that's not right. He does acknowledge my lack of enthusiasm for couple-ish things, but I can't talk to him. He won't understand. And when I say he won't understand, he'll get angry and accuse me of hiding things from him.
Sometimes I feel like slapping him and screaming," Get the fuck away from me! Is holding hands everything to you??? I hate you I hate you I hate you okay no lah not to that extent but yah you get what I mean. But I did mean the Get away from me Is holding hands everything to you part.
EH the guy who likes Olinda in Shooting Stars very CUTE leh!
I digress.
You know what, I don't care how white Sly's teeth are, I still think he looks ugly.
What the heck? Little India for a date? Gila kapa?? So tak glam can. Okay sorry BACK to the ISSUE ON HAND.
Which I don't feel like talking about anymore. Too personal to be broadcasted on the Net. That was just the... uh.. [ I don't want to use the phrase tip of the iceberg so overused already ] Maraschino cherry on a Swensen's Towering Temptation sundae.
I want to bitch about the school. I am starting to hate it more and more.
Firstly, the principal HAS to diss graffiti. She mentioned something about how the little things you do in life will affect how you productivise or something equally nonsensical and she quoted an example of how a certain Mayor in a certain state in a certain country managed to reduce the crime rate by removing all the graffiti from the trains and subways.
She says that the absence of graffiti gives the commuters a sense of security. And she calls the vandals "so-called artists".
In her narrow state of mind,
vandalism = graffiti
Hello woman you need to wake up your ideas!
I was so incensed I didn't even try to start opposing her verbally. Instead I kept it all in me and I got a headache. How hypocritical can people get?
There are graffiti pieces hung around the school, with your approval, and here you are condemning graffiti. The reason why those people did illegals was because they do not have a platform to practise their art. You gave us a platform, but was it sincere?
Plus, Mrs K told me that once the renovations are over, the graffiti pieces have to be taken down and thrown away. Either that, or repaint over and recycle them. And put them up where? The only reason we are doing graffiti now is because the school needs something to beautify the place while they are undergoing renovation. After that, I don't think we can do anymore.
And the principal is probably looking forward to that.
Another thing I am so pissed off about.
The fact that our school does not offer Art as an O-level subject. This really sucks.
So the niche is Science Research and Innovation. And what achievements have we achieved in that so-called niche? Hmmm?
The performing arts groups gave you Golds, with Honours too, and what do you do? You don't.
Instead, you give us a so-called brand-new Music Room which is not much bigger than the size of a classroom, which has to be shared by ALL the performing arts groups. Not even a decent auditorium with decent acoustics.
Instead, you splurge all the money on 8 Science labs, 8 SCIENCE LABS!!!!!!!!!!!! And close to a million smackeroos on Inspire Town, which I bet only 10% of the school will get to use anyway and I don't see what is so inspiring about it as it is located right opposite Physics Lab 1.
The reason why you don't offer Art? Not enough Art teachers.
Then hire more lah! So rich right???
And you give me Physics. Double Math. Encourage me to drop, yet make me sound like a failure for dropping.
Why don't you form a Science Club huh? And have weekly dissections of earthworms and forums on Newton's theorem every month.
Art lessons are wasted on kids who do not appreciate Art and make Mrs K chase them for artwork, therefore making the kids hate Art more. Although anyone who hates Art is a freak I suppose. No offence. At least appreciate, you don't have to do it or whatever.
Ah. Enough blogging.
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